It's Been So Long

Ok I'm trapped in the Big Apple with extremely limited internet access so this is the reason that it took me forty years to post, well this time at least. NY is cool. I have to say I must adapt. It's not as bad as I thought it would be but different in ways that make me have to grow. For one I'm not much of a people person but they are everywhere. My family that I am staying with is wonderful and they have taken good care of me but they worry about me for no reason. I have to say that I am a little affected by my surroundings (the stonch projects) therefore not as vibrant as I usually am. If I don't have a session, which I haven't for a week, I just chill in my room. I don't know NY like that so where am I gonna go, and in the cold at that. The main thing I like to do is go somewhere and take in the ambience. Now not to hate on New York but where is there ambience to be taken in. It's all good though. If this is part of my journey then I am willing to do it. I'm just putting the pedal to the medal and working as fast as I can. I mean I'm not trying to rush the natural order of things but I'm trying to do all that I have to do while living here so I can go. Don't get me wrong the city is fine, it 's the PJ's that I can do without. The elevator is the bathroom and yesterday there was a huge puddle while I was riding to my 9th floor home. It stinks everywhere and everything is so compact and crowded. The very thing I had a lot of at home I am craving, space. My poor little room here is the size of my bathroom at home. I don't mean to sound like a bougie princess but well whatever. Anyway no complaining still I am greatful for all the opportunity that I am about to embark upon.