On the Eve of Change (Food for Thought)

There are so many things we may ask for, careerwise, relationships, money. Are we really ready though to receive these things? This is something that is on my mind very strongly these days as at any moment I will thrust into the very thing I have always wanted. I am in touch with a couple different execs, and some very notable producers. I will be working in New York with one of these producers very soon. Just the other day Rodney Jerkins sent me his address to send my package. They say God has a plan for your life and you just have to walk a charted path. If you feel like you are going against the grain maybe you aren't doing what you should be because when it's God's plan everything just falls into place. I didn't realize they meant it literally falls into place. Of course I had to study my craft for years, perfect my talent, practice, practice, practice, and continue to develop and grow. But now that it is my season all I am doing is obeying God's inclination and he's placing me in the right place at the right time. It feels weird to sit back and watch your life take off in front of you. So many of us think we have to be the pilot and control everything. Everyday my gratitude is tripled because I dont feel like I'm doing enough to deserve HIs blessings. Then I am reminded that because of mercy I don't have to do anything! HALLELUJAH! At the same time it takes incredible faith to walk by instructions give to you as you walk. It feels weird to sit back and watch your life take off in front of you. So many of us think we have to be the pilot and control everything. But I am a passenger on the plane called Tiffany's Life and God is flying the plane. It's the weirdest feeling. Are you ready for that feeling? I mean are you really ready? I ask my opening question again: We ask for many things but are we really ready to receive them?