Excitement!

I am growing eager and excited with anticipation as we approach the close of another year and the promise of a new one! This time last year I was planning a wedding a life with the man of my dreams, this year we are married, homeowners and blissfully happy. What will next year hold for me? It seemed like I had hit a place on non-growth, a standstill and then all of a sudden I don't know what the next day will hold.

I am so eager to see what will be revealed and what is to come in 2008, the year of new beginnings! All the old skin that I planned to shed was shed this year (dead relationships, work, etc) and I have really prepared to walk in newness next year.

My husband and I are also about to embard upon a new ministerial journey together. I know that it will be filled with ups and downs and test our marriage but I am confident that we can handle everything we are soon to face.

I just feel purpose all around me and you can feel when you have done everything you need to in order to walk into your next season. I am appreciative for where I am and have been but I eagerly await the newness that next year will bring. WHOO HOO!

(I'm saying this as if it's December 31 huh, but mentally I'm already there. I'm on the cusp of major change in my life!)

All About Purpose

Ok so it's official, as of today I am all about purpose. I mean really I already have been but not pursuing it aggressively enough. I woke up and decided that I am no longer gonna work a job that's just okay but I am gonna step out and love what I do and let the prosperity follow me. So I have lined up auditions, I have some professional paid modeling assignments coming up, I'm really tryna do it.

I realized that all the talents I have been given, all the years of study and preparation are culminating for now. My mommy in law always says "at the speed of now", YES, this is the speed I'm moving at. The time is now for change if it ever will be. I respect those who for years stay complacent but I am not this type of person.

AT THE SPEED OF NOW! I'M ALL ABOUT PURPOSE! LOOK OUT!

Marriage and Dating...

I know this title is interesting but my husband and I have decided to date each other more. We are planning a romantic getaway to a hotel to kick back and romance each other. Only been married for a month and I see how it can be so easy to settle into the routine; we get home, she cooks dinner, he goes to study and do some work, they eat, she cleans and washes clothes, they watch tv and go to bed. SHEESH! We are not falling into any routine.

I am so excited to date my husband again. I think it is the sweetest thing. Fresh from the altar yes but we wanna take some cues from the seasoned married couples we see around us.

All my single ladies don't get tired of dating cause after you get married, you and your husband should still date/court each other.

One of Those Days!

SHEESH! It is only 12:54 and it is already going down in the books as one of those days. Maybe its the nature of planning events but I just want to pull out my hair and scream. I realize that I may not be as attractive with no hair so I refrain. I guess I have to scream into my blog so here goes AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!

Feels much better. Tell me what's a girl to do...

I'm back

Can you believe? I believe it's been at least a year since I have blogged but it's cool to jot down feelings. Anyway a lot has changed since my last blog. I am now a married woman. That's right as of May 12, I became Mrs. Tiffany Love. Wife of the most magnificent and wonderful Mr. Glenn R. Love. I always get questions about what married life is like. Really its like a dream come true. But also I see what people mean when they say you will work at this harder than your job. The two coming together to become one is not an easy process but it's a worthwhile one.

Anyway I just really wanted to blog again. Got some great things happening and I want to share them. So be on the look out for the next...

DANG, It's Time For A New Post!

Hey bloggers! I've been gone for a sec. Truth is I didn't have anything to say. My momma says if you don't have nothing nice to say you shouldn't say anything at all. Between the time that I have returned from NY and even currently, my life has been a living nightmare. All I'm tryna do is live my dream, why is that such a problem!!! I have a job now. Whoo hoo right, not quite. Its at a mortgage company. Don't get me wrong its nice and everything but I am so ready to be where I belong. I feel like I'm 13 months pregnant with this dream. I have been pleading with my manager (by the way yeah I have one now, my old manager reunited) to get me a good audition. He has connects at DefJam, J, and other major labels. Im trying everything I can. I'm polishing myself everyday. I have a new hairdo, my album is constantly being worked on, I am even working on live performance ideas and tour ideas. Your girl is not joking I am trying to be there ,today! Patience is a virtue and I understand but I can't take it another day. One day I will look back and laugh about the day I was wishing upon a star and then, I'll be there:)

Adding One to the Running Boyfriend List...

Okay so I'm not cheating on Emeka, wouldn't do it. But I have recently acquired a new boyfriend. After seeing commercials for Glory Road I thought one of the guys was cute. After seeing the movie, which by the way was excellent but we'll talk about that in a minute, I was a new Mehcad Brooks fan. Being the person that I am I had to go internet stalk him and find out some info on a brotha. Came to find out that he is a cast member on Desperate Housewives. So you know thats my new fav show right? Anyway he was accepted into Yale but ended up attending USC. Impressive right, well it is to me. I really have an affinity for smart men. Intelligence to me is so intoxicating. Anyone can be attractive or work out and get some muscles, but brainpower, not that common these days. Most brothas act like they too cool to read or display their extensive vocabulary. So when I meet (or read up on) a brother that is different, I'm in love. Sike I'm kidding but I am definitely intrigued. So there it is one more for the boyfriend list, Mehcad Brooks.

Now back to Glory Road. I really loved that movie. What I liked best about it was the fact that they didn't just make it about black people, it had good perspective. You got to see how the white teammates felt, and the coaches wife and others I won't tell cause it's a piece of the movie. There's even a part how they make one person seem racist and then later on you realize that they weren't. They were afraid cause they knew the skill and power that the brothers possesed. And I'm really tripped out how people keep referring to Remember the Titans and acting as if there isn't enough room for another movie of this type. All action movies are exactly the same, some villain, some good guy, explosives, fight scene, car chase, dumb romance and kiss, bad guy caught, happy ending. How many of these are there? Too many to me. So how isnt there room for another movie of this type when most of them (Lean on Me,Remember the Titans, Coach Carter, and this one) are all true stories. Go see it. You will love and walk out of the theatre real proud to be black.

A Brand New Year (Whoo Hoo!)

I am writing because I am so freakin excited about the New Year. 2006 is definitely looking up for a sister. With so many connections and new ones being made everyday, this will be my year. I have wished and waited, prayed and prayed, and finally its my time to rejoice. My future is now and I am so freakin excited. There is a great air of expectancy everywhere. People are waiting to harvest some serious stuff this year. My hope is that everyone has been preparing for the rain that will fall in 06. As for me, keep your radios tuned and your tv on cause your girl will be there real soon. Holla!